流光飞舞

“我并不打算要一个优秀的才子呀。你看，这些自诩为人中之龙的动物，总是同行相轻，恃才傲物，且也不懂得珍惜女人的感情，轻易地就以‘潇洒’作为包装，变心负情。我不要这些。”

——《青蛇》

溺水和下坠，你会选哪一个？

你需要什么东西才能回忆起往事吗？檀香味，汽油味，或者薄荷味。早晨我在车上隐隐约约闻见焚香味，而它们好像又并不是在车上，而是在别的什么地方。我不知道它们从哪里来，但我知道是它们在找到我。

它们从广州塔来。从南宁的芒果树上来，从青城山弯曲的石阶来，从夜半锦里的老招牌中来，也可能，从佘山清晨的迷雾中来，它从断桥来。弯弯曲曲，妖妖娆娆，诡秘而且可爱，你觉得怎么样？二十出头的时候我们看《猜火车》——

“选择职业，选择家庭

选择个该死的大电视

选择洗衣机，轿车

……

选择首间楼宇，选择你的朋友

选择分期付款的三件头西装

选择自己手动，选择周日醒来

搞不懂自己是那根葱

选择在沙发上看狗屁电视

还一边往嘴里塞垃圾食物

选择烂命一条拿来丢人现眼

躺在敬老院让人腻味

选择最无耻的勾当——

用你的精子造出自私小鬼继续祸害

选择未来，选择生活

可我凭什么非得这么

我选择不要生活，我选择其他

理由呢？没有理由

理由不能不能拿来爽

有了海洛因，还要什么理由？”

Isn't this the whole life? This is indeed the whole of life. You lose your feelings and friends, lose what you think is important, don't take it for granted, in the dark you have already cried as a fool. However, the sun will rise as usual tomorrow.

There is a stupid sorrow that hurts your heart, so you hurt other people's hearts, shut up, we are not so much red seedlings. I have passed and I am asking you to let go of yourself.

I have already quit my feelings. Just like anorexia, I don't know how to control, so I am on a dangerous path. Fortunately, I always think about it. I am only here temporarily. You don't understand me. No one knows me. what do you want?，honey？

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