Just take a break

All right,I will try to accomplish this artical in English,just an accidental idea.

I refused the propose by YanPing to go out tonight just now，I just said we should spend more time on studying.

But actually,I just feel a little disappointed for that thing.Maybe in my eyes, playing together is just to improve our feelings and tacit understanding，Not entertainment itself.If I find that the reality and my vision have too much difference, I will want to keep a distance first, to do something that I really want to do.

This is my most real idea.