hi,darling,how are you doing now?this words usually happens to be in the letter of first page, it is a normal greeting between girlfriends,relatives，acquaintances.
xiongxiaoqi my ladybro recently has gone Tibet for traveling, which suffers from great work pressure and always work late into the night wants to walk out with friends,contact with nature from the outside or to do exercise, to relax, to better psychological adjustment, the right mentality to deal with the face of work pressure.ever I always had discussed with qi so much as expected I wanted to travel many places such as Tibet,Yunnan, Sinkiang or abroad wherever there are different exotic styles experienced freely,happily, once I owned much money,or time.however at that time,I was so busy running around just for making a living,doing a wide variety of jobs,having no time at all.perhaps,most of all important I have clear ideas about that the reason prevented my journey was laking in financial support-the money.
up to now,those places such as Tibet is holy land of my heart are so sacred to me.I know there are living buddhas，potala palace,feeling monk and somehow a kind of mysterious, deeply attracted me.if someday it comes true that I could go on a journey alone,it means I become more rebellion and independence,whether spirit or finance.but I still haven't been there due to various cause,for instance，marriage，families,the other half，laking of money.these days,xiaoqi has been Tibet with her close friends where we all look forward to ahead of me. not just I don't feel disappointed, but also I am very happy and proud of her.I am amazed at her who has the courage of taking leave without delay when we are no longer young.she doesn't accept the boy's advances of whom are chasing her,staying single.she has sacrificed a lot of her spare time for hard -working for a year or two, then saved up some money which supported her traveling plan.I guess this economic muscle is part of what gives her the freedom to embrace the single life.
After I have tried to discuss with her about traveling, living,working,learning,it turned out she was a girl more mature and thoughtful than me.she behaved outstanding in company, since the beginning of her job and played a more prominent role in some eras than in others. she deserves it all. so this time I am not jealous of her,on the country,admiring her,wishing her a good journey, a new self.
she likes this a series of cartoon.with a deceptively light touch, a feeling full of colourful, cartoonist creates a stunningly realistic, and ultimately optimistic, portrait of most single girls'living, the first time into society after graduation.
upon graduation，bringing a luggage with you comes to a strange city, with a shot of blood, alone.
you are so eager to have a place, stand firm in a unfamiliar city as to carry through the non-stop interview,with nervous and uneasy mood.
when getting your first taste of real life and entering the workplace,you exert your energy.
you always work late until night waiting for the last bus,not wanting to leave but you are alone, staring at the wall at home.you feel lonely.
you live alone in the big city is like a isolated island, who are fairly afraid of loneliness,swallowed by it.cars passing by, neon lights flashing,you walk lonesomely,wonder when you will own your home,that belongs to you.there is a lamp for you.
you get the store for discounted bread at nightfall，by yourself.
you get home,cooking noodles to feed your hungry stomach alone.
when others are celebrating festivals,you can't stay with your families and just hid yourself in closet weeping ，broken-hearted.
you must get through all the sleepless nights,sturdily.
perhaps in others's view,you have a decent job,many friends.but only you understand how you get through those painful moments.weepinghopelessly,crying loudly like a crazy beast when no one looks on besides.
I eager to shine this city like a lamb,but as a matter of fact,in the sparkling lights of big city,no lamp is arranged for me，heart cool water.
your ambition ever is defeated by the cruel surroundings.sometimes you can't stop crying ，shedding tears and wonder why your life is so miserable.
but society doesn't have sympathy with your tears.after sobbing and smilling,you should wipe away your tears and have a smile on your face,get up the courage , brace yourself up,facing alone this cruel world that cares nothing about you.
much better,Bad life to a certain level will get better, because it can't get worse. So we should have a heart of sunshine people.you are more and more familiar with this city, less and less loneliness.when a big progress in working was made,eating a bean bag also tasted the Michelin restauran.
even though so deeply troubled in dealing with work ,you begin to take time off to enjoy life.you reclined comfortably on a bathtub reading a newspaper or staring at the wall，let yourself get out of the way.
when the day sun arise,feeding birds in the park or reading a book,indulging yourself in sunshine.have a nice date with yourself.
Everytime when vacation comes, you plan to take a spontaneous trip to anywhere. life, you need to go on a journey.
you pike up your interest ,reading,painting,learning English and so on.you begin to concentrate on yourself.you still feel alone,but your heart full.one might be much more substantial in the silence rather than that in the crowds.that means you begin to find happiness inside.
you try to cook a big deal taking care of your stomach.you don't seem good at cooking,but enjoy yourself.
after graduation,you moved and drizzled ，broke with your partner several times.you finally are alone.in the day,you continue to work just like nothing has happened.at the night fall ,you can't tolerate the painful of separate , from crying loudly to weeping silently.you are becoming stronger and stronger after every disappointment.
What's the use of being reluctant to part with him?every night when you feel sadness have you ever thought that the person you like is snoring?in his dream,you are absent.he won't love you when he wakes up.love is too big for the sky, and no one belongs to anyone.don't look at me with sad eyes,I like you, but I can't think of you all the time.
Single is the best period of appreciation.so, you cut off your long hair.throw away the old clothes that don't fit and start over.
It's such a big city.you can't find anyone to spend the rest of your life with.save yourself some money,At the very least, money brings security.
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