Daily diary — 23rd May

    Fortunately , my film coupon can still be used in 2021 . I went to the theater and watched Fast and Furious 9 , the story of this movie is a little boring but the explosion scenes are absorbing . It’s the 9th movie of a series of stories . The peak has gone since its 7th movie being released . Paul Walker’s death made this series of movies a posthumous work and would never have a perfect ending anymore .

    I waked up at 8:00 this morning and saw the movie at 11:00 , I didn’t have my breakfast . The movie ended at 1:00 PM . When I came back home and recited 100 English words , I felt very tired and sleepy . I didn’t know why I was so drowsy and doubt if I was ill . The rain is very heavy outside and I got myself wet on the road back and forth . I packed myself with my quilt and slept for one hour . Then I got out of my bed and continued to memorize English words . Today’s task was finished at 6:00 PM . I cajoled myself to believe that I have experienced a productive day today . Do not put too much strain on your shoulders , or you will be nervous and insane .

    It’s Sunday today and my part-time job will be formally started tomorrow . The project manager suspended the start time for almost 2 weeks . It’s really a pity to waste so much time . Though I did my own things everyday and never stopped learning new things , no money , no meaning . That’s a man who has stepped into the society must learn . I have sweared that I will not scrounge any money from my parents after I graduated from my university , to be exact , after I was 20 . I learned it from a story in a book whose name I can’t recall now . As a male , I must learn to be independent as early as possible  . Those who can’t continue studying in a college and enter society early had been forced to learn to be independent at a younger age . I can’t always hide myself in the ivory tower , school is just a small part of the whole society and it’s incomplete . The limited and narrow perspective will produce prejudice and pride . It’s not good for our development , both physical and mental .

    It’s 11:00 PM now and I don’t feel like sleeping at all . My biological clock has been in complete disorder . I have no way to adjust my biological clock now for 8 hours sleeping a day is necessary . I went to bed at 12:00 PM and waked up at 8:00 tomorrow morning , if I reduce the sleeping time I will feel exhausted in the daytime , then I need to spend extra hours such as taking a nap in offsetting my lack of sleep . Then I will not be sleepy enough at 10:00 PM and have to delay my optimum sleeping time . I am trapped in a vicious cycle finally .