It's difficult to bury a secret to no one knows, when reality betrayed me, and when words tornme down.
I use to keep it as a tragedy, a tragedy i made it up, i cannot talk to no one any little thing of it, i've been scared to suffer the consequences it brings, and i've been stucked in this quagmire for over 3 years for i cannot seek a way out. pressure is growing day by day, the closer you get to the sun, the greater your shadow becomes. to make it go away, wait for the sunlight to out, or vanish before the sun, i choosed the 1st option.
It's really a challenge even if you choose to talk it to yourbest friend (at least i though the best one probably being), i wanna thank to her for listening to me and understanding me, feels like been released from a cross, i felt so fortune to have such a good friend to share with my pressure, i really appreciate her.
When fallen angel falls, then shall my rebirth grant me the faith to live better, and show me the way out of this radical life, i will be happy again.
I know my friends will guard me, and i know who's my friend for real, from my heart.
May i stand up again and fight !