Diary of Quitting Smoking ---- Day 2

I woke up feeling rather normal, as if cigarette is not a known existence in this world.

Till I was approaching the Hoxton.

I got so used to having a cigarette before entering the staff entrance every morning and now it's just like all other habits I'd developed through the years that were related to smoking.

Coffee with a cigarette.

Whisky with a cigarette.

Lazy afternoon with a cigarette.

Reading a book with a cigarette.

Too many to count.

But now what? Given my personal experience, I'm fully aware that it's the psychological tie with smoking the toughest to cut.

I got to change those habits completely. Which is not much less than changing my lifestyle all together. I need something to fill in the gap once cigarette is out of the scene.

So I started to crave for food... The desire was so strong that I could only give in, I have been stressed out, hating my weakness while buried in the worry of gaining weight.

Today was not easy, the world is still against me and it's only getting worse.