电影观后感 | 猜火车

​ 这部电影给我映像最深的是那句“I choose not to choose life: I choose something else.”

​ 嬉皮笑脸的寸头马克的内心独白：

Choose a starter home.
Choose leisure wear and matching luggage.
Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance.
Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fuCked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself.
Choose life.
I choose not to choose life: I choose something else.
Choose life.
Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth.
And the reasons? There are no reasons.
Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television,
Choose your friends.
But who would I want to do a thing like that?
Who need reasons when you've got heroin?
Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning.
Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players,and electrical tin openers.
Choose your future.
Choose a career.
Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments.
Choose a job.
Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.

​ 作为选择纠结症的我，选择生活选择好的身体选择一份工作选择我的未来真的那么重要吗？我是谁，我要做什么，我一直以为自己是那么想要积极向上，每天都正能量十足，对人友善，对未来充满希望，作为一个共产主义的左棍青年不就应该这样吗？

​ 噢，原来可以不选择生活的，可以选择别的，马克选择了颓废病态沉溺的青春，这样无所事事的人生十分不符合主流社会的日子，懒惰无助的他们，病仔、土豆、暴力狂、马克、汤米就是这样的一群人，我们其实不得不承认自己是平庸的，与他们是一样的，只是这种社会边缘化们的青年是另一种极端。

​ 最后的汤米因为艾滋病死了，马克背叛朋友们逃离了，土豆、病仔其实也早就预料到他会背叛逃走，马克带上了他们的钱开始了新生活，暴力狂被抓进监狱，这是猜火车1的结局，这是十分无助黑色的结局，却带着希望的颜色，正如土豆所说的：“哪里有希望，哪里有背叛”，虽然背叛了却又是新的希望，这是一种改变。猜火车2带来的续集是1的延续，人到中年，他们虽然是朋克，但是却多了无奈和缺乏活力，马克与病仔可以看出他们是有友情很深的羁绊的。

​ 虽然我也想成为一名合格的朋克，好吧，我只是个假朋克而已。