It takes backbones to live the best of yourself!
When we were young, our parents were the person who stop us to be ourselves. When we grow up, teachers tell us to behave and forbid us to be ourselves. When we are adult, the people around us he/she/it, start to judge us, then we compromise, to live the way others speak highly of. Those other people you might never meet in your whole life, those neighborhoods, those relatives, we live a life what they say it should be!
What a pity! What a waste! It's your life, but you live it into others, just for not being thrown the stones.
For a praise? For admiration? For it supposed to be so?
Come on, who set the limitation for you? What's stopping you to be happy? Why it's so difficult to do the things you like, to live the life you want, to love person you love?
We call them society, community, family, rules, laws, benefits, money! Those are the monsters in your head, stopping you everyday, every minute, every second to live the best of yourself. For sure, in my head and stop me also.
Sometimes we feel so worried, so anxious, so impatient! Hey, stop! Imagine, stop and just imagine, will this thing bother you one year later? Ten years later? Okay, the last day of your life, before you die, will the same thing bother you that much?
What makes us to live unhappily our life? What's stopping us to be happy? Ask yourself, stop and think about it!
Oh, I need to ask myself too. I want a holiday, a good rest and a nice holiday would make me happy. What's stopping myself? What stop me to be happy? Money? Work? Responsibility? Those are nothing, if it's the final day of my life, I would definitely don't give it a shit!
So, now, it's not the end of my life, then I can bear it? Should that be a reason?
I guess not! If I am tired, then I should rest, if I am thirsty, then I should drink, if I need love, then I love myself.
" nothing gonna change my love for you ~"
What change my love to myself? What change your love to yourself?
I wish I can live out of myself soon. I dream I can start to love the imperfect me soon. I hope to admire myself and tell me" I am good enough! Just live the life you want!"