Write to myself

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Afraid of the number of 40 years old, I had already crossed its threshold , unprepared. Toiling in the life, I yellowed my face, rough my skin, grey my hair, wrinkled, and was busy decorating peace from 7 to 5 p.m. every day. In middle age, though many people yearn for tranquility in their hearts, they still cannot live without the liveliness of exaggeration and distortion in the city.

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I've always been a person who has no ideal, no plan, no goal, and is at ease with the situation. Now I'm thinking about what is the life I want. One day my daughter asked me, "Mom, why do you like bags so much?" Think for a long time, answer: because mother is also a vulgar. Also entangled for the sake of many unfair in the work, roar for the sake of children’s naughty ，in the life full of anxiety and confusion.

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In Yishu's End of the Earth, he said, "When I was 40 years old, I was healthy, had a little savings, married, considerate husband, obedient children, and had a job I really liked. That was success, not fame, not wealth." It sounds mediocre, but that's what the years are like. However, life is actually a kind of accumulation, how many years of life are quiet, there are how many wandering life. "If there is a rise, there will be a fall. There is joy, there will be pain. Just as the world is flat, or sooner or later it will be flat." Lose at sunrise and gain at sunset. When you are 40 years old, you are more afraid of getting than losing. Only if we are not afraid of losing, can we possibly get, and only if we are afraid of getting, can we be more awed of tomorrow.

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Everyone's life can't be copied and compared. A man always looks up to and admires the happiness of others, and only when he looks back can he find that he is being looked up to and admired. In my forties, choose to be myself. May you sail through thousands of sails without falling into the clouds. Are you ready for 2019?

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