2018-12-20

Every day is meaningless , except  for eating , sleeping and playing games.I don't know how to go down the road in the future , confused , afraid.I am afraid of the people around me suddenly care , I resist to say their own heart to them.I was sick , but I refused treatment , because I had given up on my life.

每一天都过得毫无意义，除了吃饭、睡觉就是玩游戏。我不知道以后的路该如何走下去，迷茫、恐惧。我害怕身边的人突然的关心，我抵触对他们说自己的心里话。我生病了，但是我拒绝治疗，因为我对自己的人生已经不抱任何希望。