2017-6-12
我是农村孩子，父母一辈子都在地里刨食。即使已经到了花甲之年，他们也依然停不下来。这不，昨日天儿凉快，母亲一早就摘了些蔬菜摆在花海入口处叫卖，很快所剩无几。母亲叫我过去替她，好让她再去地里弄一些，出门前让我背着她那只装零钱的小挎包。中午没什么客人，我可闲不住。与我共同度过将近三十年光阴的大梧桐树下有个水泥墩，打开音乐，站在上面，开始摇摆。车来车往，吸睛大把。我思故我在，要的就是这个范儿，噢耶~
我有个兄弟，很有性格，非常勤奋，也极具才华。自己有个公司，做互联网软件业务。他最大的行不通，就是到处卖弄风骚求关注，比我当年有过之而无不及。我说，你的力量不是自己给的，是别人给的。中国只要有十万分之一的人冲他吐个口水，就能把他淹死。
周末看了部电影《欢乐好声音》，讲的是从老爹手里接过衣钵的Mr. Moon，为了挽救经营不善导致濒临破产的剧院而举办一场歌唱比赛，发现了好几位因为生活而被埋没但潜力无限的种子。在一系列阴错阳差之下，剧院毁于一旦，自己也身败名裂。短暂沉寂之后，他鼓起勇气重操家族洗车旧业，无意中听到极具天籁嗓音但先前因为自信心严重不足而错过选拔的小象的自吟自唱，他被深深打动，然后召集所有入围歌手在剧院的废墟上重新开办一场没有奖金但取得巨大成功的故事。他在演出前对大家说，这一次，我们只为自己歌唱。
杨绛先生说，“我和谁都不争，和谁争我都不屑。简朴的生活、高贵的灵魂是人生的至高境界。”人生其实很短，可是有多少人，一辈子都活在了别人的嘴里而找不到回家的路？学会听从内心真实的声音，做想要的自己，我们终会发现，辉煌的无限可能。悦已，是一种人生态度。
I followed my heart into the fire
Got burned got broken down by desire
I tried I tried but the smoke in my eyes
Left me blurry blurry and blind
I picked all the pieces up off the ground
I've burned all my fingers but that's gone now
Got the glue in my hands and stick into the plan
Stick into the plan that says I can
Do anything at all
I can do anything at all
This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
Gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now right now right now
This is my big hello
Cause I'm giving never letting go
I can finally see
It's not just a dream
Gonna set it all free all free all free
You set it all free
I was a girl caught under your thumb
But my scars gonna shine brighter than your sun
And I will break your heart shoot so far
Gonna hit gonna hit hit every target
It counts this time
I will make it count this time
This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
I'm gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now right now right now
This is my big hello
Cause I'm giving never letting go
I can finally see
It's not just a dream
Gonna set it all free all free all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
I'm gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now right now right now
This is my big hello
'Cause I'm here and never letting go
I can finally see
It's not just a dream
Gonna set it all free all free all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
You set it all free
早安~