笃定-02.28.2019

I got cold feet！

I feel that I am not ready of taking this challenge-stepping into the whole new field of working and moving to Shenzhen.

For me it is not merely about saying goodbye to the previous “me”， it is also about setting up new relationships，getting hands on new job procedures and above all coping with the uncertainties & pressure（ housing / commuting / expenditures and so forth）, which stress me!

I know for sure that practising Iyengar Yoga, being coached by mentors like Qingliang，Liming and working with leaders like you would elevate me physically and mentally to another level in the long run yet the time required of becoming so is too big a price for me to pay.

Big vision tempts me and empowers me but I am not sure if it is wise to undertake it at this very stage.

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手有余粮 心中不慌 ！

参加工作到现在，手里没有存下钱，这兴许是我眼下踌躇的主要原因吧。

拜忏。