Daily diary — 9th June

    To be frank , I didn’t write article on the 7th and 8th because I was playing a new game , Dying Light ,which I bought in Steam recently . I spent 38 hours on it and finished the whole storyline . it’s really an absorbing game .

    I was exactly addicted to computer games . Was it a harmful habit and should I reflect on the time I have spent on the games ? Nope , I love good games .

    In Witcher world , once Ciri told Geralt that she could travel to different worlds in different time and space because she had the elder blood . In the British TV series , Doctor Who , the Doctor could use his Tardis , his unique time machine , to travel through time and space . As far as I am concerned , I could travel in different game worlds and portray different characters , I could experience their whole life but I was still young in my own real life . It added many chances of making mistakes to me , then I could make a new and better choice when I faced a similar selection dilemma .

    One hour ago ,  One of my junior high school classmates phoned me and wanted a gossip , I was reciting English words then . I agreed to talk with him for several minutes . But it turned out that it was not a happy communication . We lost contact with each other for over ten years . It’s a little embarrassing to talk without common topics . I was not deft at chatting with others and I didn’t know how to initiate a topic . I tried my best to listen to him carefully but I couldn’t make any evaluation or advice towards his speech . So it seemed that our dialogues were filled with his own sound . I asked him that if he had something concrete to consult with me , such as some illnesses . He said he just wanted to talk with me aimlessly . I told him I still needed to memorize the English words , if he had nothing important to communicate with me , please ended our phone call . All the information about each other we had was obsolete . I really didn’t know what I could say to such a familiar stranger .

    Everyone has his own road and everyone has his own achievement . Accept the difference , accept the departure of our friends , accept both the sorrow and happiness in life .

    It proved that I couldn’t ventilate my thoughts fluently in English . I had to stop typing to ponder how to translate my Chinese words into English . Maybe I stepped into the erroneous zone . I hoped I could change this wrong way of thinking in the future .

    Good night .