1/365——Bucket list and daydream

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Hi mom，long time no see.Time flies.It has been one year since you left me.I know that you cannot come back again.You were gone,and for always.

You wrote lots of letters to me,but I read little—I am afraid of crying.In return,now,I start to write letters to you,I will tell you what I have done,where I have been,everything you want to know .

however，you will never reply to me,ever.

Today,let me tell you about my Bucket list and daydreams .

Mom，have you ever seen the movie Bucket list before? I konw you haven’t,but you must have made the list,which includes your wishes and dreams,the goals of your life.

You told me that you wanted to master your destiny —went to the big city and gave your child a bright future—mom,you did it,but you paid high price for it.In another  life,please live for yourself.

I’m missing the point just now ，let’s come back to the topic.

Let me tell you about my bucket list.I know that I am a selfish person,who is the opposite of you.When I was a child,I liked watching Tv, because of poverty, I rarely had chance to watch tv.At that time, my dream was watching all the TV shows and movies I like .oh my absurd notion!

When I was 16，I started like reading books,especially classical novels,I always take pleasure in reading novels,imagined I was one of them.By this time,my wish was that when I grew up,I could read all the books I liked.

After graduation,I started to work. As an romantic person,I still have a lot of daydreams,such as going to the tallest building to dominate the whole city,to see the falling night;learn how play the piano and guitar,swimming,taking exercise ,lose weight,speaking fluent English and French, have a home of my own,managing my business successfully.By hard working,most of the dreams can become reality.

What do you think,mom?

It’s time to go to sleep, and I will go to work tomorrow.By then,I will tell you the rest of my dreams.

Good night, mom. I miss you.

                              December 3th,2017

                Cold night in BJ,caught cold

                                                Jane