Dear Patricia,
I am going to quit my job at the end of this month,to be honest ,I am a bit afraid the unknowing future.i got a part time job last month.I live the way I like because by this way i can keep myself busy.
My full time job is using some softwares to creat maps and sometimes I need to write articles.This job is not my dream job but I like it because it is not busy so I can have more free time to do what I want.I spent my free time learning English or studying other things on website.Beside, I can have some time to do my part time job.Right now I feel a bit satisfied because on one hand,I can make some money, on the other hand I can keep myself busy.What’s more,my office is only 20 minutes drive away from my home,it is pretty near, therefore I live with parents I can save some rent as well as spend more time with my parents.
However,those all things will change from next month when I quit my full time job.
I want to quit my job for some reasons.first ,I have already work at government for 2 years.i found i have already learned all skills which need for this position.if I still do the same job I couldn’t learn more things.All I need to do is repeat it.Secondly,this is not my dream job,I don’t feel passion when I am working so I can’t feel satisfaction or any fulfilling about this job.To me this is a job that I can live on.
Third , i want to do a job which I can use English on weekday.many people asked me before what kind of industry do you want to work in.i can’t tell them the exactly answer,I have no idea about it.As I didn’t know well about many fields.All I know right now is I am interested in English and I want to find a job related English by this way I can learn while I am working.
I told you before that I want to go back to Beijing.It is hard for me to made the decision.
I like my hometown the weather is increadble nice,the nature is great.i like to go to beach because when I stand infront of the sea I feel I am so small and all unhappy things disappeared.sometimes I like to look into the sky .I like to see the stars twinkle in the sky in the evening.all this make me feel more close to the nature.i love this kind of feeling.however,you know everything has tow sides.Although my hometown is rapidly developing,I found it is hard for to hunt a job that I like.Here is not so many opportunities.Specifically it dose have some opportunities but if you don’t have a strong network(or Interpersonal relationship) it will be hard to get it.In this small city, the interpersonal network is more important than work hard.
I want to come back to Beijing because in Beijing if you work really hard you can have a more better life.
These days,I contacted with my friend who work in Beijing.she said the weather in Beijing especially winter is a disaster.the air condition is terrible.i am worry about it.this is why I think it is hard for me to decide.anyway life is hard but I know I will survive.i saw a good word when I read an English novel last week.It said : live boldly ,push yourself,don’t settle.
OH,I have to apologize last time i said i will write to you soon after last call but I didn’t.i am sorry.I still want to write more but it is late here,I gotta sleep cuz I have to go to work tomorrow.I am looking forward to your reply.my WeiChat ID:1550616157,my phone number is:+8617789753861.pls feel free to contact me.
All the best,
Jenny