今天是一个特殊的日子，因为我昨晚的失眠神经质再加上作为B站一名三年的资深内容接收者，我突发奇想或者酝酿着自己在今天，能够正式成为一名vlogger。
看到视频的各位观众，你们不知道迈出这一步有多难，我从早上醒来，一直构想自己的第一期视频应该怎么拍。首先我的B站名字得改一改吧，萌萌最猛，三年前的自己应该是讨厌登陆的繁琐，手快随便摁了几个字母，这个名字就一直跟随我至今了。行吧，改，我分别试了Dr.NeverDie、Dr.Phoenix，床前明月光、练习生、skr~都不行。存在必有其道理，不改了。
然后是器材不够，我翻遍家里没找出一根自拍杆支架，只能集思广益，想到了。
画面有了，哎，我声音怎么回事？这些个视频怎么剪辑啊，下个软件怎么还有病毒了。。。外面下大雨了，打雷，哎怎么停电了，我没保存。。。
好的各位看官朋友们，大家好，种种意外的降临反馈着我的准备不当以及经验缺乏，十分抱歉，接下来上正片！
改变，源自外在压迫，和内心驱动力。我，今年26岁了，混了一个研究生，可是接下来的一年的时间里，我将面对着毕业论文、找工作的压力，我是一个非全日制的硕士，这么一听起来是不是很水的感觉，没错，我们当时那一届刚好刚上改革了，政策上规定是与脱产的全日制学力是同等的，可是作为第一届试验品，相关政策规定还没有外国的发达完善，公司企业带着有色眼镜看待我们是不可避免的，这些东西我必须去面对，一个个逐力击破。
我现在最想要的是养成自律！这是我做视频的目的，作为一个B站重度依赖者，我每天花的时间可能有2~3小时，心痛流量，当然我不是在黑B站，我应该手机深度上瘾吧。不知道有没有和我一样的看官，每天早晨醒来第一件事，打开B站，开着两个原本两小只QQ的舞姬变得性感苗条青春靓丽，先看看关注动态有没有刷新，再根据推荐列表一遍一遍刷能够引起自己一点点注意力却和自己毫不相干的视频，吃饭时刷，上课刷，和朋友在一起刷，睡觉前刷。 厕所画面
每一天周而复始，然后关了灯睡觉，告诉自己明天自己必须把今天没干完的事情干完，嗯，晚安。
夜里再看手机。
你们是否和我一样呢？一起变得自律起来吧，我的目标是接下来的60天里，争取资产评估师过3科，一起加油吧，不要倒在梦想开始的地方！
Today is a special day, because last night's insomnia neuroticism and as a three-year senior content recipient of Station B, I suddenly wondered or brewed that I could officially become a Vlogger today. You don't know how difficult it is to take this step. I wake up in the morning and have been thinking about how to shoot my first video. First of all, I have to change the name of Station B, the most fierce germination, three years ago, I should hate the tedious landing, hand quickly pressed a few letters, the name has been following me up to now. Okay, change. I tried Dr. Never Die and Dr. Phoenix, but the Moonlight before the bed, the practitioner and skr~were not good. There must be a reason for existence and it should not be changed. Then there was not enough equipment. I searched the house and did not find a self-timer pole bracket. I could only brainstorm and think about it. The picture is there. Hey, what's wrong with my voice? How do you edit these videos? Why are there viruses in the next software? It's raining heavily outside and thundering. Why is the power cut? I haven't saved it. All right, you officer-watching friends, hello, all kinds of unexpected advent feedback my improper preparation and lack of experience, I am very sorry, next on the positive! Change comes from external oppression and internal motivation. I am 26 years old, and I am a graduate student. But in the next year, I will face the pressure of graduation thesis and job hunting. I am a part-time master. Does that sound like a watery feeling? Yes, we just had a reform at that time, and the policy stipulation is to get out of production? Full-time education is the same, but as the first test product, the relevant policies and regulations have not been developed and perfected in foreign countries. It is inevitable for companies and enterprises to look at us with colored glasses. These things I have to face, one by one, to break through. What I want most now is to develop self-discipline! This is the purpose of my video, as a heavy dependence on station B, I may spend 2 to 3 hours a day, the flow of heartache, of course, I am not in the black station B, I should be deeply addicted to mobile phones. I don't know if there is an officer like me who wakes up the first thing every morning, opens station B and drives two original QQ dancers to become sexy, slender and beautiful. First, see if the attention dynamics are refreshed, and then brush them again and again according to the recommendation list, which can attract a little attention but has nothing to do with themselves. Video, brush at meals, brush in class, brush with friends, brush before bed. Toilet picture Every day goes round and round, and then goes to bed with the lights off and tells yourself that tomorrow you have to finish what you haven't done today. Well, good night. Look at your cell phone again at night. Are you like me? Let's become self-disciplined together. My goal is to get the Asset Appraiser to pass three courses in the next 60 days. Come on, don't fall where your dreams begin.