Today feelings

My father asked me  “Can you go to study in Peking University in two years ?”I answered directly “No”.I don't where I will be in two years and even how to get inp Top 50 in Grade 10.

My father always say that I am a little lazy .And I can feel that .Whenever I meet something difficulty,I would persuade myself I can't do it,or it will take a lot of energy and time to finish it .So in Grade 9 I can't get an ideal score .Because of my lazist,I don't make every efforts to study .Instead,I would make me feel comfortable and happy.

I want to change myself .I want to be as diligent as I can be .And I should stay away from any bad things that may affect my study.I am supposed to be a hard-working student and put my heart to study .

I hope with my self-control and diligence ,I can become a person my father want me to become.

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