A sense of being uncertain.

When we gathered together for dinner,l felt l was playing a role of mother.But was it supposed to be my duty?

Her father treats me in a friendly way,which makes hard for me to take it for granted or not.He is considerate,positive,optimistic and older.

In the very beginning,l was also shy .

Some distance should be created between us.And l won't turn my back to my beloved bf,who is waiting for me all the time.

Recently,l carve for being alone.But l don't.

Time has passed almost a half of a year,while l achieve Nothing.

l have no special requirement,l just wanna to be intent in class,focused on my running.

Actually,l loathe shopping.It is truly physically demanding.And they are oblivious to my  hardship.

l get to know that your opponent hope you flop easily so that they have a sense of superiority, and overstrip you.

Inwardly,l have a low self-esteem.

They are making exertions to keep weight down,and l find no motivation to move on,but slowly notice my diet.

How strong your will to be skinny,how much you should pay.

You have no qualification to comment others,just be yourself,to be after what you want to be.

想要减肥的决心有多强大，你就得付出多大的代价。光鲜的永远是表面，辛酸的是背后。

靠自己努力赚钱，感觉真的很棒！看着自己体重下去了，也不知不觉迷上了这种感觉。只是，读书太少，缺乏睡眠，生活的重心没有把握好。

嗯，亲爱的自己，一路往前冲！