Lost face and then improve

There are only about six months before I undertake further education abroad. However, as most of the Chinese who are going to pursue their postgraduate degrees abroad, my comprehensive English level is low. Native speakers would find it hard to understand my spoken English while my writing skills are still staying at the same level as CET 6. Compared to some sample essays printed out in IELTS textbooks, my articles are always full of Chinglish and numerous attributive clauses, making the whole paragraph too complicated and unreadable.

In order to overcome this problem, I make a big decision. I will try my best to write a post at this blog every night and then revise it until I get satisfied. Considering my poor long-term memory, I will make only one great phrase or expression bold(like this) after the review process and then make an effort to keep it in mind.

I know initial posts will be filled with problems like grammar errors, spelling mistakes, Chinglish etc., but I don't care about it. Instead, I want to fall in love with face losing. This cannot let me down but can only encourage me to work harder and push me towards self-improvement. If you find any mistakes or something worth rephrasing, please please please let me know. Thanks.