call me by your name week 2

The part two tortures me. It’s so long and be full of so many repetitive inner thoughts about his secret love. They already have physical contact, why can’t they have a normal relationship? Just because they are bisexual? I can’t understand. Eliot is always nervous and awkward when he stands in front of Oliver. Meanwhile, he can’t help himself be obsessed with his fanatical fantasy of Oliver when he is alone. As for me, what between them is more like a sick game than love.

I find this passage meaningful. everyone goes through a period of traviamento---when we take, say, a different turn in life, the other via. some recover, some pretend to recover, some never come back, some chicken out before even starting and some, for fear of taking any turms, find themselves leading the wrong life all life long. sometimes the traviamento turns out to be the right way, or as good a way as any.

Spirit of adventure is necessary if you want a different life. Not walking dead. Risking means Changes a lot, experience a lot, lose a lot also get a lot.