凯文史派西出柜了，美国丽人里拒绝同性恋上校的他在戏外却公开宣布自己是个gay，真正让人高兴的是网上真的会有人在祝福史派西。无论是名人效应还是社会进步，都足以让我感动，只是突然想起了一个人，同样是出柜，却没有得到应有的祝福。
Kevin spacey came out of the closet, American beauty refused to gay colonel he announced that he is a gay off-screen, really happy that there will be someone on the Internet in the blessing of spacey. Whether it is celebrity effect or social progress, it is enough to move me. I just suddenly remembered a person who came out of the closet but did not get the due blessing.
在这里就叫她小A吧。我知道没有图你们就不好看了，就放一张没有全露脸的吧
当然了，我是女的事先声明一下，认识她纯属偶然，拼房认识的。而且当时看到她第一眼的时候就被她备注的性取向：女，吸引到了。我不是LES，但佩服大胆承认自己是LES的姐妹，于是就主动认识她了。
小A的确是个漂亮而且性格极好的女孩，我们聊了一会便各自睡觉，半夜我却被一阵刻意压低的抽泣声惊醒了。我发现小A不知道为什么独自一个人坐在窗边哭泣，一开始不敢动因为真的很害怕，一个披头散发的女生半夜坐在窗边哭，后来躺在床上实在睡不过去鼓起勇气和小A一起坐下来了。
Let's call her little A here. I know you don't look good without a picture, just put one that doesn't show all
The protagonist of the story, just temporarily call her, little A. Of course, I am a woman to declare in advance, know her purely by accident, spell room to know. And the first time I saw her, I was attracted by her sexual orientation: female. I am not LES, but I admire and admit that I am LES's sister, so I took the initiative to know her.
Small A is really A beauty and the disposition is extremely good girl, we chatted for A while then respective sleep, midnight I am however by A burst of sedulously depressed sobs to wake up. I found that little A did not know why she sat alone by the window and cried. At first, she was really afraid. A girl with disheveled hair sat by the window and cried in the middle of the night.
我问她，介意我听下你的故事吗？
小A其实是一个人离家出走流落到这个城市的。并不是因为这座城市有多美，只是因为从她家乡发出的列车，终点站是这里。孤零零的城市冷冰冰的夜晚，想起家里人小A总是忍不住流眼泪。
小A很坦然自己LES的事实。
她说她很早就真的自己和别的女孩子不一样，但也只是心里的一个小秘密，直到今年年初家里人追问自己怎么还不谈恋爱的时候才鼓起勇气和爸妈坦白，自己是个同性恋。
“妈妈倒没有说什么话，终日以泪洗面。爸爸震怒”，这是她的原话，她爸爸认为这是小A在胡闹，并以死相逼胁迫小A早日择良人而嫁，当然了，是要男的。
I asked her, do you mind if I listen to your story?
Small A is actually A person ran away to the city. Not because the city was beautiful, but because the train from her hometown ended here. Lonely city cold night, think of the family small A always can not help but shed tears.
Little A was quite comfortable with the fact that she was LES.
She said that she was really different from other girls at a very early age, but it was just a little secret in her heart. At the beginning of this year, when the family asked her why she did not fall in love, she got up the courage to confess to her parents that she was gay.
"Mother did not say anything, all day long with tears. "Dad furious," this is her original words, her father thinks this is A little in mischief, and to force force A death as soon as possible to choose A husband and marry, of course, is to be A man.
小A是独生子女，脾气很倔，坚持自己的选择，但是她爸爸也不是省油的灯，闹了很长一段时间的时候终于商量出了一个对策：小A和另一个男的结婚，当然了这极有可能是无性婚姻，因为那个男的是个GAY。
起码是结了婚，不会让她爸妈的脸面都丢尽，小A的想法是这样的简单。
但结婚当晚就出事了。
新郎，不对，应该说是那个gay,竟然把小A奸污了。
原来这位新郎哥从来就不是gay，是小A爸爸导演的一出好戏，将自己喜欢的小伙子伪装成gay接近小A，并且吩咐他结婚那晚将小A就地正法，生米煮成熟饭之后小A就会从之前中邪的状态中走出来专心相夫教子。
这是小A爸爸的想法，但是他不知道小A其实已经有了“男朋友”，只是这位男朋友的性别是女，而且最终还是知道了小A被一个男生奸污的事情，留下了一条微信怒斥小A的不忠和没有原则，断然分手离去。
就这样，短短一个月内小A失去了爸妈和爱人的感情，更是被一个毫无感情的男人侮辱了自己，羞愤之余便动了离家出走的念头。
Small A is the only child, temper is very stubborn, adhere to their own choice, but her father is not the oil lamp, make A long time of time finally discussed A solution: small A and another man married, of course, this is most likely to be asexual marriage, because the man is A GAY.
At least she got married and won't let her parents lose face. Little A's idea is so simple.
But something happened that night.
The bridegroom, no, should say that gay, actually raped little A.
It turned out that the groom brother was never gay, is A small A dad directed A good play, will be their favorite young man disguised as gay close to A, and told him to marry the night will be small A on the spot, after cooking mature rice from the state of evil before A will come out to concentrate on husband and children.
This is the idea of little A's father, but he does not know little A has already had A "boyfriend", but the sex of this boyfriend is female, and finally know little A was A boy raped things, leaving A WeChat angry scold little A infidelity and no principle, flatly break up and leave.
In this way, in just one month, little A lost her parents and lover's feelings, but also by A man without feelings insulted himself, shame and anger will move the idea of running away from home.
小A爸爸断定女儿只是过家家，闹够了就会回家，也就不管小A了。家境优越的小A第一次独自面对这个物欲横流的社会，真真正正感受到了压力，好不容易找到工作的她却无力支付租房的押金，住过青旅但是讨厌鱼龙混杂的环境，最后只能靠着在同住拼房找人拼快捷酒店，艰难维持。
也许是上天怜悯，也许是小A本身就是一块金子，入职不久的小A被破格提前转正，还额外的发了季度奖金，于是她动了念头想要租一间属于自己的小天地。
只是小A没有意识到自己姨妈几个月没来意味着什么，直到那天没有吃早餐在公司晕倒被送到医院，她得知了一个晴天霹雳的消息——小A怀孕了！
这肯定是新婚夜那位新郎哥的杰作了，小A也意识到了，这是孽种，断不能留。这是她的第一反应，于是那份本该是小A租房的钱，被她拿去打掉了这个孩子，面对生活的种种压迫，这位勇敢出柜的女孩表现的是如此的果断和抉择。
Little A father decided that his daughter was just playing house, make enough will go home, also no matter little A. For the first time, little A from A superior family was facing this materialistic society on her own. She was really feeling the pressure. She was unable to pay the deposit for renting A house after finding A job.
Perhaps it is heaven's mercy, perhaps it is small A itself is A piece of gold, the small A that enters A job before long is broken turn ahead of schedule, still paid quarterly bonus additionally, then she considered to want to rent A small world that belongs to oneself.
Just small A did not realize what his aunt did not come for several months, until that day did not eat breakfast in the company fainted to the hospital, she learned A bolt from the blue news - small A pregnant!
This must be the work of the groom's brother on their wedding night, and little A realized that this is A brat that you can't leave. This was her first reaction, so the money that should have been small A's rent was taken by her to abort the child. Facing all kinds of oppression in life, the brave girl who came out of the closet showed such determination and choice.
小A还在努力工作，也在努力赚钱。我从这名饱经风霜的女子严重看不出一丝丝后悔的意思，相反的我感觉到虽然她对自己的生活无可奈何，但是她从未放弃与命运抗争的自由。
那晚我坐在小A旁边，却一句安慰的话都说不出来，静静地听完了她的故事，第二天离开的时候我在她的衣服里塞了几千块钱，算是我对这位勇敢的女孩一点绵薄的帮助吧。
只是我低估了小A的倔强，就当是借她的吧，这样倔强的她也会好过些。
请大家对身边的人，特别是那些比较特别的人，多一些包容多一些理解吧。
Little A is still working hard and making money. I could see no trace of regret from this weather-beaten woman. On the contrary, I felt that although she had no choice in her life, she never gave up the freedom to fight against her fate.
That night I sat next to little A, but A word of comfort can not say, quietly listened to her story, the next day when I left her clothes stuffed with thousands of dollars, is my little help to the brave girl.
However, I underestimated the stubbornness of little A, so let's just take her as A loan. Such A stubborn girl will feel better.
Please be more tolerant and understanding of the people around you, especially those who are special.