August 19 2018

Today is sunny. The sunshine light shines through the window of our bedroom. I carry my baby and sit beside the window and let her exposed under the sunlight. It said that the sunlight is good for the baby to grow up. I hope that she can grow up healthily.

My baby is more and more lovely and adorable. When she sees some one stays infront of her, she would smile or even laugh. When I see her smile I felicitate myself on the good choice of giving birth to her.

When the policy of second child carry out, I hesitated about whether to have a second child because that means much more money should be spent on it and  more importantly,  much more time and energy will be put into it, which means I have to stop or at least put off my plan of writing, which is my dream.

Now, when I am looking at the adorable daughter, I feel all the cost is worthwhile.

I think many people have the same feeling as mine.

One of my cousin, Qin Zhangqian, my aunt's second son, who is several years older than me, has his son, who is one one day older than my daughter. My cousin has a daughter of about ten years old. Now he has a daughter and a son. I also have a son and a daughter.  The character son 子 and daughter 女 can combine to be the character "好",mean good or nice. When I have only a son, I feel regret that I didn't have a daughter. Now I have both a son and a daughter. It is perfect!

My father–in-law and my parents persuaded me to give birth to a second child. My mom said that a child was better than many treasures in case.

One reason that they didn't say is thatthey thought only one child is not safe and sure for the parents because in case the child die, the parents will have no child.

Such bad event happened to one of my cousin, Qin Zhanghe, Qin Zhangqian's younger brother. His son is already 18 years old who didn't want to continue his study in high school but when to Guangdong province to make a fortune. Unfortunately he died in an traffic accident, which caused great grieve to his parents, who have only a child.

My dream is important and my daughter is even more important. Now I spent most of my time taking care of my baby daughter. Taking care of a child is of fun. I enjoy it. I know, though taking care of a child is hard work, it is worthwhile because it is not a long time for parents to stay with thire children. As a child grows up, he or she will be more and more independent and he or she will leave farther and farther away.

I can put the writing till several years later but I can't put off event of giving birth to a baby because I am already more than forty years old and there is few and few chances that I can be pregnant and give birth to a child as time goes by.

Therefore, I am glad to have my daughter. I love her so.

I have about five days off work to take care of my baby, during  which I can spare some time for writing.

My plan for writing are as follows: firstly, I will finish an article of 5000 words and sent it jion in the article competition today. Secondly, I will begin to write a novel from tomorrow on and I plan to write 1000 words a day. If I can successfully carry out the plan, maybe I can write over 100,000 words this years then I will publish it in stalmentit next years.

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