dreams

I dreamed two?dreams last night and woke?up?several times due to?the pain in my left  thigh and leg .

What's the first dream?

I have forgotten unfortunately. Perhaps it was about my elder sister and her husband had come back and offered her room to me with new lights. There were three lights and she turned on two of them. I was pleased with the new arrangement. I didn't care about other stuff. I had no there's wishes. it seemed that I no longer overthink the situation or people's motives. After all, they may only try to gain more and edge you out.

What about the second?

It was about a reunion with my friends who can came to my rural abode. They prepared three dishes and the other food should be provided by me . My elder sister wanted to have a? super market card given by my friends. And my parents did not help with the dishes either. I washed my hair because I had to. So I felt worried because I didn't play the role of a host very well and I had been so fed up with my elder sister endless greed for money.

in summary， I should be ashamed of the dreams because it indicates that I still worry about worldly affairs rather than practice my religion during the dream. It's not a good sign for my progress or dedication. After all , life is a mere dream when we are about to leave the world . What do you care if you know it is only a dteam,  and all the love and hatred, gains and losses are illusory and unpredictable.