it's all about money

I have stop buying all this crap and focus on saving more money.

maybe I donot need a new shoes .new clothes,OK,on this winter,l will not buy any wearings.and see what can happen.it's not just only the money thing,it's more about the quality of living my life! l am sick of the cheap stuffes. sometimes money really stand on quality.

the most important is l really need a house.a house l can call it home .I am done with moving place and the noisy all around all the time! l don't know  if it's really the couny people 's low quality ,somehow l just cannot find a quiet place to rent ,why the people just make noise in the middle of night?! they just talking andtalking,even have a fight ?!

l wish one day the people in this country keep down the voices, and whatever you are going to do sth before then,can you think it over it will disturb others or not?!

oh, I hat the country of low quality things everywhere and  the noises!

you  know the country,maybe even if I have own my house ,still cannot stay away from all the noisy things! the country education and the medical simytem and the environment .it all borther me a lot ! sol realize have a house my own can not soving the perplom, l shouldbe very rich or get to use it can do!

so all the words i say is nonsense ,lam no one and nothing l can change! am l going to crazing?! maybe one day!all l know is I really need saving money for a house,otherwise my child cannot go to a public school! see?this is our country! it's so hard to make a living!