2019-10-4

I'm longing for intimate relationship. I used to think that I'm OK with all things. Love is not a necessity for harmonious marriage, but for intimate relationship. I need intimate relationship. There are hard times in our marriage when numerous grievance are hidden and buried.

What responsibility should I take in this marriage? Maybe I'm not open enough to tell him all my troubles and grievances. I ever tried but failed. It's not his fault. Now I'm not courageous to try again. I deserve this.My careless choice ten years ago begets the unhappiness today.

I couldn't gain what I expect in this relationship, neither does him. I'm not happy. It's doomed ten years ago.

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