A Dialogue with Death

There has been a criminal who fears to face his crimes．Every time when those bad memories jump into his mind，he will always shift attention to suicide.＂I wanna die！why not kill me right now？＂he can't help cursing with an impassive tone.Maybe only in this way can he temporarily get rid of torturous regret.Actually those seemingly annoying words are amazingly efficient incantations，at least so for the criminal.Only a few seconds after casting those spells he will pick up his courage and continue to live as normal.Absolutely no one knows his secret.

Depending on this trick,the criminal leads a peaceful life for many years until death finally comes to visit him.

＂Hey, my old friend！＂the criminal  pretends to be calm.

＂Oh,you must know why I'm here,it's for your numerous invitations.＂death jeers.

＂it's my pleasure ,my dear god .＂he forces to make a smile.

＂But you're not a faithful follower ,＂death sneers,＂even now you're not ready to accept my arrival .＂

＂Please pardon me！it's totally a punishment to live with such a desperate soul.＂

＂But why don't you kill yourself just once ？＂death queries.

＂Because I am so mad about this colorful world .Every time I curse myself，I save my struggling spirit .＂the criminal  mutters.

＂Yet you never truly repent and mend your way ,＂death pointedly speaks out,＂you sullied the sacred right of suicide and that's why you have to suffer the consequence of your arrogance and ignorance.＂

The criminal  furtively curses himself  the last time because it's  time to come true.