Critical thinking

Today I invent a method to stay away from extremely painful mood，that is using critical thinking to evaluate it，to judge it，to alleviate degree of pain

1.The first source of my pain is he dont love me even I make efforts to sharpen myself

2 The census register of Beijing and an appartment is the basic reason of why I choose him until now

Meanwhile these two points are his core competitiveness，attractting lots of girls around him

From another point of view，these girls aim is just his appartment，no body turely love him

The society is cruel for everyone，eapecially as we growing up and obtained less support from our parents

In the past time，I step into a wrong way that I try to acquire material life thought marriage.But I am fail and therefore bring to me a lot of pain

Too much background

You know. Human beings have an ability that he or she could change mind and mood even personality after suffering Serious event

I use the critical thinking to review my life and found benefits here :

I live in Melbourne which is a less living pressure city compare with Beijing. The food water I eat and drink are without cancerogenic substance，so I could live more health and maybe more longer

Now I have another opportunity is that I could grasp knowledge in monash uni，which offer me a competitive ability to get fat salary in future. That means I have less worry about money in the future

Desire less happiness more

I feel enough