1900
--By Timer
Bore in ship,grew up in ship,died in ship.
Why are you so clinging,just a step? why you just can't make it? What are you afraid of?
unknown? infinite? confused?
Who is your friend? music? maybe,but I think lonliness is your only friend.Be born without parents.The unique stepfather past away by accident.You cound find yourself only before the piano.In your 3 decades life,watching so many people coming and going,you played the perfect piano for the every passenger.Your piano sounds like wind,soft and cool.Sometime feels like water,tender and mild.Their bodies indulged in your keys world.But even though the best music couldn't detain these passengers,every time the exciting "America" rang up,people hilariously gushed out and yearned for their ulterior lives.You cound do nothing but watching people walk away in succession and no one wound remember you despite the wonderful time you gave them.
You're a genius who's born for piano,88 keys performed by your fingers presented the endless charisma.Everything became your background.In the roaring ocean,you use your piano dancing with the surging waves,even lithe than a seagull.Encountering enemie's provoking,you unfeignedly appreciated him,even coundn't hold back your tears.On the occasion of duel,you defeated your opponent with flawless performance.
You're an angel sent by GOD to mend our broken heart,to give us a brand new life,to help us triumph over fear.
In face of fame and money,you refuse their temptation.You said "I won't let my music leave me".You prefer send it to your beloved girl.She is the motivity of your creation.You should have successed if without that heavy rain.If that time you made it,all things maybe different.Perhaps just as what Max said,displaying your talent and getting your fame,let flabbergasted audiences mesmerized in your lullaby.But you didn't.So you chose to approached her at night.In the darkness,that unforgetable kiss comforted you with your piano in the innumerable nights.You only wanted to send your music to her,but the fath thwart you again.So you crushed that disc in your roome by yourself.
I think you wound by no means think of this dics cound bring you and your unique intimate together again since your separation.
"hi,Cott" , "hi,my old friend.I am really glad to meet you here,before the destation of my life."
"Sorry,buddy,I won't step off,here is my home,I'm born here,grew up here and now I'll die here.Ocean is my continent,just as fish can't survive without waters.The complicated city doesn't suit me.You know,I can't see the end of it.Please,please show me where it ends?It wasn't what I saw that stopped me,but what I didn't see.In all that sprawling city there was everything except an end.By the same sense,piano is my life,88 keys,I play it by my soul.But if I stood on that city's land,there's a keyboard with infinite keys in front of me.You sit on the wrong bench,so there is no music you can play.That's GOD's piano."
Max is leaving,you said some boring jokes to him incoherently,I can strongly realize your extreme survivor desire."Goodbye forever,Cott."
At the moment the Virginia blast into smithereens,an angel was taken back to GOD's side.Maybe it's because GOD is too missing him,missing his piano,so hastily took him away.
The previous pownshop boss returned the trumpet to Max and told him a good story is much worth than a old trumpet.Obviously, he was reminding us something else.What's that on earth prevent 1900 stepping on the lands?
Someone said it's artist's self-esteem.If he disembarked from the ship,he wound own money,fame,status and noble beautiful wife.But he wound lose his art inspiration.As a pure artist,infatuated in the abyss of lust,he wound lost himself and lost his music further.Fate worth than death.So in the end,he chose to end up his life along his home.
Nevertheless,I think the deep reason that really killed 1900 is the inhernet cruelity of fate.A person is doom to die oneday.Lonely,chill,hungery..... These are all things we must undertake.In the face of unknown and infinite,1900,as a common person,lost his courage to fight against.His tragedy comes from his helpless and confused.Only people overcome their inside panic can they get their eternity.
1900 is just this kind of film beyond your regualtion,so just as film says,"fxxk the regulation"
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