2021-08-12

It's truly different and difficult, but I think I need to learn it. One cannot be too emotional, otherwise living will be difficult. I feel when I'm studying physics, the mental pressure is high, not like when I was sweeping the ground. Because it's not easy to understand completely. I can only partially understand. And the body lacks exercises while the eyes take over pressure. But I don't think I can work well. Working is all like the way I study, or the way I swept the ground.

The strong taste will inevitably return to light. Just like from this spot I have built the relationship. AM I returning to my former lifestyle? Once I face hard work, I cannot hold. Furthermore, I don't think such work is meaningful.

I feel my life has encountered the bottle neck again! Maybe miss wang is right, I'm too emotional. Sometimes I really feel the urge to say something, though at the same time I feel it's inappropriate. The bending of space time, the curvature, has caused the riddle. I continue to live the life that I used to live.

I have nobody to talk to me. Our destinies are connected. According to the conservation of matter and energy, everyone's life is indeed conservative.